In such a motionless night,
Waiting someone to see,
Beneath the dull moonlight,
No one is within a mile from me,

Suddenly, you spring to my mind,
Looking for your present within my sight,
But all I feel now is the gusty wind,
As I touch loneliness from this cold night,

My unprecedented love for your heart,
Cannot be put into words of sentence,
Each time it grows stronger and meaner,
As I plead you not to leave me in the pit alone,

Don't turn your face away,
Without you, I don't stand a chance to smile,
My love keeps on swaying toward his way,
Help me out of this loneliness,

This is the poem I asked my dear friend wrote it for me, like it?

 

MYSELF :
Name : Azure
Age : 20
Contact: r_azure_r@yahoo.com, amsaaza@icqmail.com
Love : Books, animals
Hate : Some reptiles

 

HOMEPAGE

Prettiest Lavender

 

X RPG
X Island


BLOG LINKS:
Adeline : Applesauce
Alison : Shinken
Lilyeka : Under Thlayli's Thrall
Sierra : Hatsukoi
Yen : Yen Go's Live Journal

 

 


Sunday, February 3, 2002

I have a little break now after the very mess week I ever had. Last week was the worst. The tire I had made me got a cold until now. My friends and I had to send a big report 'Resort Project'. The trouble was we just knew that more half of it we had to do. We typed all days at the university until the computer room closed at Wednesday and Thursday and we had to have late dinner in the restaurant in front of our U for two day. I had only 3 hours sleep all weeknights (5 a.m. - 8 a.m.). The Friday night was the messiest because it was the last day. Saturday we had to present our report to the teacher. And the worst was we didn't seperate what part we had to take responsibility. The report finished at 10 p.m. Four of my friends missed the last part of their favorite serires. Poor them. We got the late dinner again and discuss what we were going to present. The restaurant staffs asked us to go between our discussion because it was time they must to close the restaurant. We went out at the bus stop and went on our discussion.

Why we won't go to some friend's house? Because our home are far away each other and the place we were, are the middle way between our house.

OK. back to the story. Almost midnight I arrived home on Friday Night. No, it wasn't ended. One of my friend and I had to do powerpoint for present at Saturday morning. So we didn't sleep all night. I was so tired but didn't feel sleepy. After the class we went to celebrate together. I came back home about 6 p.m. 36 hours I had last sleep. But I didn't sleep immediately. I need to check my boxs before they were fulled. And that was good because more than 100 mails in the boxs. I checked many site and began to doze off before computer. Mum had to wake me up and ordered me to sleep properly in my bed. I didn't want to because the new serires I'm waiting will come in 3 hours. I asked her to wake me for the series. The next thing I knew was it was dawn. Yes. I missed the series. Mum told me that she had called me but I didn't even stir a little. Thus she let me slept 12 hours. After that I'm typing a blog you read now. However, I still feel sleepy and I am going to get more sleep after a light breakfast.

And don't think my reports all done. Four reports I must to go on. Next Monday would be messy week again.

^_^;;;


Thursday, January 24, 2002

YAHOO!

*DANCE*

Guess what?

I passed the entrance examination to Master Degree! It is the most impossible and wonderful thing that had happened to me. Why I said that? Because I was so busy until now with many reports that teachers gave me.Therefore, I only put my hands on books last night before the exams bagan. Moreover, it had more than 1,000 people on the exams. I was the one of hundred people who passed it.

See, it's very impossible.

However, I finally make it. ^__________^

I was nearly did not go because I thought no way I could pass. I have to Thank my friends and mum who insisted me to try.


Thursday, January 17, 2002

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIKA-CHAN!

I know I'm late but I still want to say that. ^_^;

Please! Bear with me, Lika-chan.

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday, my honey,
Happy Birthday to you.

I'm so busy and that made me like shit. I forgot many things, like date, books, etc. But if you have study so much, I think you would feel the same. Last week, I had 4 reports to finish. This week 3 reports and next week another 3 reports to done and only God will know what's waiting for me after these. This is not joking. My friends in University lose their weight like me. We are so tired.

Sure, I don't think you would see me around until March when I graduated my study in University. But I will try to update my blog as much as I can. ^ ^


Sunday, December 30, 2001

Hahaha... I'm manage to push load of works out of my shoulders a little.

Last week I almost end in hospital because I was sneezing all the time of Friday and Saturday. I was so exhausted and nearly choked when I was sneezing again and again until I can't get air into my lungs. Anyway, I passed it and feel better now.

And what about my Christmas? It was okay. Since I'm Buddhist and need no to celebrate Xmas, I devoted that night to do my work. So I can get some break on New Year's Day.

Do you see 'Lord of the Rings'? It is very good than I thought. Though twice I went to see this movie, my highest records are 'Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone' and 'The Mummy Return' And yes, I like Frodo. Look at his wide blue eyes. Eww! he looks cute. But my fevorite is...LEGOLAS.

*glomps on Legolas and Hugs him*

He looks very good. Ufufufufu

I accidentally found a site that has Lord of the Rins' personal test. And I'm Legolas. Very funny. Not only I'm very fond of him but my personality is also like him tool. Here go to test yourself. http://www.vista-ray.com/~matt/lotr

Adelin, Sierra, Yen, Lora, Ammie, Lika, Alison, Alicia, Vejitto, Demy, Gib and Elendriel, I hope you will happy New Year, have good healthy and anything you wish will come true.


Sunday, December 2, 2001

Next day, I was the first woke up. My friends seemed tired from climbing a hill and continued sleep. After I took a bath, I called a friend and got out to take a walk. When I was back, they were already dressed and we went out to have breakfast that was resort's staffs decided that it should be buffet, containt Thai breakfast; boild rice with porks, chickens, fish and shrimps and American breakfast; breads, bacons, fried eggs, sausage, jam and butter. They also had fruti juice, coffee and water too. We really enjoys our food before a staff took us to the view point. (Yep! climbed a hill Again! ^_^; If I can stay there for a month, sure, my weight will down) WOW! that's all I can say. I want to show you a pic I took but with all my humble skill and normal camera, I don't dare to show you.

Oh! It has a cascade there too but another people out of the resort don't know about it. Unfortunately, the period we went the fall has a little water and the grass growing cover the way.

An hour later we backed to the ground and decided to swim in the sea compensated that we didn't do it yesterday. We saw many people rent a boat and rowed in the sea. So we did it just two because a friend of us can't swim even it had a life buoy, she still prefered to see us rowed. During the time we wait for the staff to get some life buoy for us, the wave threw the boat to me and knocked me out on the stone stairs. I got hurt a little but that can't take me out of fun, I went to row with my friend anyway. We wanted to row to the nearest island, but afraid that we might not return in time. Because it was almost time the resort owner will drive us back to Bangkok and we also had to take a bath too. We rowed to a friend that waiting for us at the beach and saw that she got hurt at her feet. We took the boat back to where we got and bought some medicine to our room.

She told that she slipped on some piece of coral that scattered on the sand when she watched us rowed out. We wasted more time than I thought to clean ourselves and bandaged her wounds. The resort owner must to drive fast, so we can go the ferry in time. And that made us carsick a little. We took some photos in the ferry. After that we slept all the travel time.


Friday, November 30, 2001

Okay, hope this day i could finish my journal.

Let me see what I left last time.

We first went to the restaurant and thought to take some photograph because the sunshine is so good but the manager called us to meet the resort owner. He doesn't know about website much. So it's our task to make it many style for him to choose. His friend who was sitting there seemed to hire us too. I think he wanted to see the web before decide.

After the meeting we went about the resort we can go. left the construction sight (They were building many new bungalows). In no time nothing for us to do. Then we went along the beach to another resort (It calls Siam Bay) next to Seaview Resort we rested and ordered our late lunch.Because we have much time, we decide to go to another resort that have to walk on the hill road. A friend saw it and said she prefered to go back to our room. Therefore, it was only two girl went with a dog came with us too. It was fuuny to see that dog strode before us and wait plus turned her head to see us as if speak "Come on, you two. Don't slack. I'm waiting." The dog went with us till we reached the resort we wanted to go and then she came back to Siam Bay. My friend and I walked along that beach that looked bluish more than the sea before our resort. We took some pics and decided to go back because it was evening and the road there doesn' have the light. We afraid it would dark before we were back. Thus, we began our climbing again. ^_^;

The dinner was Seafood Barbecue. Hehehe...it was so great. We talked to the manager about room's details again and followed her to see the new rooms that just done we came there a month. We talked and talked until we knew about the place as much as we wanted, we said gnite to her. And walked along the sand. That night, the water was tide down. We walked and talked about the web and went to sit at a swing before returned to our room.


Monday, November 26, 2001

I should have wrote about my holidays a week ago but I just forgot it. hehehe...

My friends and I began our travel about 11.30 p.m. It's not the pleasant memories when I thought I had woke almost all the time because the coach was shake and I didn't use to sleep on the car. We reach Trat, the province where we had to ship to Koh Chang Island about 4 a.m. We had to wait until 6 a.m. the time the ferry can use. During the time we travel to the ship and take a nap and breakfast. We were so tired and went on naping more on the ferry. 8 a.m. we reached Koh Chang and waited the seaview resort, who hired us to pick. And then he came. Because of the road had lied on many mountain, many curves can made us scream with panic. By 9 a.m. we saw the resort. It's so great to us. A woman name 'Puu' greeted us and we talked a little about the information we thought we wanted. In order to we looked so tired and sleepy, she told us to go to the room for got more sleep before began our work. We slept till 1.30 p.m. and after freshed ourself the time to explore this resort was began.

More journey is coming this evening after back from University or tomorrow.


Thursday, November 15, 2001

*Dance*

My friends and I are making a web (my webs are so simple but this work isn't mine only) for a resort at Kochang Island in the east of Thailand. They didn't have information we want enough. So they offered us to stay their and see it ourself for 2 days. No charge of room, of course. Therefore we are going this weekend!

Oh! I'm very happy. I didn't go on vacation (though this time has work to do) for months. It's so great! Because after this we will busy more than ever. And think about the nice warm blue water, see food, etc. That's so wonderful. I will tell you my journal after I'm back. ^_________^


Friday November 9, 2001

hehehe...I think it's time I write something in my blog after Lika-chan said that to me last time.

Last couple weeks, my last semester of the life in University began. Yeah, I know my period of study is different to you. All of my teachers gave me homeworks since the first class. *pout* Just think how much my friends and I get headache when we talked about the homeworks. It's like

"Hey, do you begin report?"

"What's the subject?"

"SMEs (Small and Medium Enterprises)"

"Oh! The report that she listed us 14 type of works and ordered us to sample a company plus the strategy that company uses."

"No. That's Analyze Business Strategy."

"o.O"

Argh! Hate it. I don't understand why teachers love to give students a ton of homework! I never lost money with textbook so much like this semester. Even mum said the same.

Gotta go to do a report. I just hope you all are okay with your homeworks.


Tuesday, October 23, 2001 9:03 a.m.

Last night my mum fell in the toilet at 5 a.m. Fortunately, I still up to read my books and heard a lound thud. So I ran to see what happened and saw mamy unconscious on the floor. I called a distant relative girl who lived with us to help mamy stood. After that she told that she didn't slip but faint. And it was the third time she passed out in the toilet.

If your mamy or daddy are over 50 years old, please watched them carefully. Collapse or faint on the floor can make them hurt, especially if their head knock on the ground.


Sunday, October 21, 2001 10:11 p.m.

When you look at the sky at night, what would you think? I usually think how tiny I am under the sky. How wonderful this world when I sit at the desk for study or work at my poor homepage? If you have time and money, you should go out and see the world.


Sunday, October, 2001 10:07 a.m.

Harry moive is nearly to come out and I waiting to see it. I have to admit that the director has sharp eyes to choose Daniel Radcliffe to be Harry. He looks so cute! And another actors and actresses look suitable. Sure that most of children around the world would crazy this movie. I'm the one of them.